{"id":560,"date":"2010-09-14T23:27:24","date_gmt":"2010-09-15T03:27:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/?p=560"},"modified":"2010-09-14T23:27:38","modified_gmt":"2010-09-15T03:27:38","slug":"ten-years-gone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/?p=560","title":{"rendered":"Ten Years Gone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I first heard this Led Zeppelin song when I started listening to the radio back in the 6th grade. I always liked the guitar riffs in it and loved the complexity of the melodies. I never really understood the lyrics, and reading them didn&#8217;t help much. They just sort of conveyed a feeling of yearning for some bygone time. When I found out the title, &#8220;Ten Years Gone&#8221;, that yearning feeling grew in my imagination.<\/p>\n<p>I was 11 years old when I first heard it and maybe almost 13 when I first bought the Physical Graffiti album and discovered the title of the song. I was a kid, then, barely ten years after any sort of thing. The stuff ten years gone in my past was far, far behind me and wasn&#8217;t the stuff of yearning. So I imagined then what my life would be like in ten years, when I could reflect back on that moment.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s now 30 years later, give or take some months. The song came up in my mix and I had to sit back and reflect on what happened to that young boy from 1979 or 1981. I put the song on repeat and started this note. <\/p>\n<p>I closed my eyes and saw the world as I saw it back then, looking out of my second story bedroom window on the yard below. Yes, I&#8217;m older and more experienced, but there&#8217;s still a part of me that&#8217;s 11 years old. I still look into the world and find a way to discover its magic in spite of all the evil that tries to get in the way. I love to discover new things, to find the good on the planet. It&#8217;s there, and my heart is open to receive it.<\/p>\n<p>Now that I&#8217;m 42, there&#8217;s plenty in my life that&#8217;s now 10 years old or more. Have I been a good steward of the life that 11-year-old bequeathed to me in all my annual incarnations? Have I done right by the boy that looked out the window and wondered what it would be like to one day reflect on ten years since something happened? I&#8217;d like to think so. My heart tells me so, and my mind has no objections.<\/p>\n<p>And I still look to that future and what it will hold for me. I truly have no idea what each passing moment may require of me, but I know if I approach the things that are coming with a heart wide open and eyes ready to see the good in everyone, I&#8217;ll find the hope that keeps me going. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I first heard this Led Zeppelin song when I started listening to the radio back in the 6th grade. I always liked the guitar riffs in it and loved the complexity of the melodies. I never really understood the lyrics, and reading them didn&#8217;t help much. They just sort of conveyed a feeling of yearning [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-560","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-live"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/560","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=560"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/560\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":562,"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/560\/revisions\/562"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=560"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=560"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zzzptm.com\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=560"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}